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Lately, my mind doesn’t quite with myself…why? Because it’s with home…I am homesick..lol… why don’t I go back them you might ask. I just can’t go yet but hopefully soon though. Which home? The home in US. Why am I homesick so much? This house is the house I can proudly say it’s “our house” The home that is actually home. No rent no landlord. The home that I can screw the wall and hang the picture and don ‘t need to pay for that. I am not afraid to live in the house that still doesn’t have anything set up yet. I have lived in one room studio house before. What else I have to be afraid of. Only a house and my loved one, and together we will make our home as home. To be able to do stuff in our own place our own land without any worry would be so nice. They might call this feeling “secure’? I know there will be tons of work waiting for me. I strongly believe it’s going to be great. It might be tired but it’s going to be good tired, worth for hard work. And more than anything I will be able to be with me love. I would love to thank my husband so much for this feel.

We still don’t have the travel date yet. We are waiting for the work to be sort out. I know my husband feel the same way. I know he wants to go home. He hasn’t seen Kenny for about a year now. Thanks to the little Kenny that understands his father very well. I can’t stop compliment Kenny because he really is a good kid. He really understands things well. But I know he is still a kid. He can understanding things easy, doesn’t mean he won’t need the farther love. Kenny is handling it pretty well. That has to thank to good people around him as well


OK ,let’s talk about my cross stitch abit before I head out for some food…LOL. I have done almost half of it. It comes out very nice…LOL..Well, for me though. But last couple days, I haven’t done any table of it. I did it a bit, then my husband called. After that my mind and though would be with him and home.. I put it the cross stitch for a while..LOL… I haven’t been lazy yet. I will get it done…that’s my mission.


My stomach is screaming now…need to get something to feed it…LOL